I really fucked up.
So, from the moment I woke up today I was trying my best to eat more on the healthy side.
I had the Luna Bar and for dinner I ate 6.5 oz of Tuna, a cup of Carrots, a cup of Cauliflower and a cup of Melon (a variety).
About an hour later I ate a cup of Ben and Jerry’s Chocolate Fudge Brownie Frozen Yogurt.
To drink I only had Water and Diet Coke.
HOWEVER! I was watching a movie with my friends and housemates and they decided to order pizza. I was a little hungry for some reason and I decided to order some too. UGH, what a stupid mistake! I ate a lot of pizza! It was a huge mistake.
I think over time, if I eat small portions of food I will shrink my stomach. Then I will no longer be hungry all time and won’t be able to eat as much.
I can be very patient. I know that I am at least trying and that over time I will get better and will hopefully lose weight.
The problem is that on Sunday, I am going to the movies with a guy who seems like really like me. I only met him once in person. He seems to really want to get with me though. Haha…Well, I am feeling super self conscious about my body now and want to look really good. That is the reason I am stressing! One more day to eat healthy in hoping that I lose weight!
I just drank 8 oz of Cranberry Juice, which is becoming a nightly ritual for me before I got to bed.
I guess the lesson here is to never invest my money in late night food! It will always be a bad idea.
